wow. this weekend has been interesting to say the least. i think i went through a period of reflection this weekend. i realized that old friendships that have been lost are suddenly in my mind. i have realized that i miss the friendships. i have realized that i should treat all of my friends like gold because i do not want to lose them like i lost others in the past. although those were like in 6th grade i dont want to make another freak 6th grade thing...
i am going to graduate in a year and a half. that saddens me..i cant believe it. i will no longer be a high school kid...
i just want to give a shout out to God.

My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus' blood and righteousness;
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly lean on Jesus' name.
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand.

When darkness veils His lovely face,
I rest on His unchanging grace;
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil.
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand.

His oath, His covenant, and blood
Support me in the whelming flood;
When every earthly prop gives way,
He then is all my Hope and Stay.
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand.

When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh, may I then in Him be found,
Clothed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before the throne!
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand;
All other ground is sinking sand.


God bless you all! I hope everyone has a wonderful week in school!

y'all it has made me really sad that xanga died! i never get on anymore but for some reason I just decided to. so whats up with yall? This year is full of more drama than EVER before! Friends hate eachother and everyone is getting on everyone's nerves. People say things to one another but no one is listening to the REAL words that they are saying. It's just sad. Frankly, I'm tired of it. I wish everyone could just be cool. I wish everyone would really listen. not listen to themselves, but listen to everyone else. If people could just stop thinking of themselves and being narcissists, then maybe, just maybe, we could really pay attention to the words people are saying. the way people are saying things. maybe we could all get along. I really just really wish that everyone could be happy. No i am not writing this all because of me. i am writing it because of my observations. because of things that people have said. things that friends have cried to me over. things that we all face. Let me just make one last comment on here. Don't text important things to other people. I know that they may be hard to say in person or on the phone or sometdont text them. You see texts may be written one way but often read another. if anyone knows this, it would be me. I had a great friendship with someone and tried to tell them hing but something over a text, but they took it the wrong way. then no matter how hard i tried to get them to understand that i did not mean it as a mean thing, they dont listen. they cant understand. pick up the phone and call people, dont text people. also if they wont answer or they refuse to call you back, then you have done all you can. the rest is up to them. its all in God's hands. I just want to say that I love all of you! with every fiber of my being and you all mean the world to me! Let's all work together and bring xanga back from the depths of the internet! :)

four jobs you have had in your life:
1. babysitting
2. nanny
3. odd jobs
4. just stuff

four movies you could watch over and over:
1. moulin rouge
2. the phantom of the opera
3. The Notebook
4. the three musketeers

four places you have lived:
1. the ghetto jackson mississippi
2. brandon
3. in a box on the side of the highway with a please take me home with you i am cute and loveable and would like food sign painted on it(lol)
4. in my dreams

four TV shows you love to watch:
1. YO MOMMA
2. GILMORE GIRLS
3. THE NANNY
4. anything that comes on vh1, mtv, abc family, disney, lifetime, tbs, tnt, amc....etc

four places you have been on vacation:
1. houston, tx
2. Orlando, Fl
3. various places, TN
4. Sacramento, California

four websites you visit daily:
1. Facebook
2. Xanga
3. compuserve email
4. mahjongg.ch

four of your favorite foods:
1. my mom's mashed potatoes
2. QUESIDILLAS
3. my mom's cooking minus meatloaf
4. CHOCOLATE!!!

four places you'd rather be right now:
1. Dallas, TX...on that pimpin' band trip..can't beleive its done over with!!
2. Hawaii
3. on a cruise
4. PARIS


THEATER KID--
(x) Ever been in a play?
( )Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
( ) Seen more than 10 shows?
(x ) Have you ever been/Are you in/at/involved with school shows?
(x(does being a nanny and putting on shows for them count)) Does your current job involve theater in some way?
(x) Want to end up working in/for theater?
(x ) Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
(x) Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!?
( x) Do you like the Sound of Music?
() Did you like the Broadway show?
Total x: 7

--REDNECK--
( ) Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
( ) Do you drive a four-wheeler?
(x) Do you ride four-wheelers?
( ) Do you like to get dirty?
( ) Do you like country music?
( ) Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
() Do you own a cowboy hat?
( ) Do you live on more then 1 acres?
( ) Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
( ) Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
Total x: 1

-GOTH--
(x) Do you wear black eyeliner?
( ) Is most of your clothing dark?
( ) Do you think about death often?
( ) Do you want to die?
( ) Do you like metal?
( ) Are you a social outcast?
( ) Are you pale?
( ) Do you like Hot Topic?
() Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
( )Are you mean?
Total x: 1

--PUNK--
( ) Can you skateboard?
( ) Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.?
(x) Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
(x )Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
() Do you have any piercings?
( ) Do you like/wear a mohawk?
( ) Are you a rebel without a cause?
( ) Have you called someone a poser recently?
( ) Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?
Total x: 2

--PREP--
(x) Do you say the word "like" alot?
(x ) Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie & Fitch, AE or Aero?
( x) Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
(x) Do u laugh alot?
( x) Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
( x) Do you like pop music?
( x) Do you want/have a little dog?
( x) Do you smile alot?
(x) Do you hang out with your friends alot?
(x) Do you always carry a purse/wallet?
Total x: 10

--HIPPIE--
(x) Is your hair long? kinda?
(x) Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
(x ) Do you want to save the animals?
(x) You think war is unnecessary?
(x)Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
() Have you ever participated in a protest?---
( ) Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
( ) Do you play a eukalele or os?
( ) Do/have u ever smoked the peace pipe?
Total x: 5

--GANGSTA--
(x) Do u act ghetto?..SHUFFLE
( ) Do u wear do-rags?
(x) Do you like hip-hop?
( ) Was Tupac truley the greatest rapper in the world?
( ) Do you believe he's alive?
( ) Do you like afros?
() Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"? lol
(x) Do you like to dance?
( ) Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total x: 3

--EMO--
( ) Do you cry often?
( ) Do you wear hoodies?
( ) Do you like hardcore music?
( ) Do people not understand you?
(x ) Do you write your own poems?
( ) Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark brown?
() Have you ever cut yourself?
( ) ARE YOU LONELY?
( ) Do you like "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights?
( x) Do you think a lot?---not in an emo way..im just a very curious person!!
Total x: 2

--SURFER--
(x) Do you surf/want to learn?
( ) do you wear filp flops year-around ?
( ) Is your hair shaggy?
( ) Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
(x) Do you own any pairs of shorts?
() Are you tan?-
( x)Do you want to be at the beach right now?
Total x:3

--GEEK--
( ) Do you wear glasses?
(x ) Do you get good grades?
() Do you use an inhaler?
( ) Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
( ) Does your mom pick out your clothes?
(x) Are you on the computer often?
( )Do you ever get picked on?
() Do you look forward to going to school?
( ) Are you shy around the opposite sex?
( ) Do you play video games?
Total x: 2

--BAND GEEK--
(x) Do you play an instrument?
() Does your instrument have a name?--
( x) Is music your life?---i wouldent go THAT far but i do have a DEEP PASSION for it!!!
(x) Are most of your friends in a band?
( x) Do you know "some" Italian?(ie. fermata, caesura, sempre...) DUH!
( ) Do you leave after halftime?
(x) Do parades
( x) Is the band room your locker?
(x ) Have you been to band camp?--- HAHAH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!
Total x: 6